Below are the most recent 4 friends' journal entries.

Saturday, December 26th, 2009
freak41	11:22p	making mental notes, as far as new year resolutions go. mental notes for sure. (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 24th, 2009
freak41	11:33p	so this is christmas... or close to it. it's weird this year. it's not the same as it usually is. i dont know. i wanted to write but now i don't. ok bye (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009
freak41	12:40p	Sometimes i'm absolutely amazed at how stupid and naive some girls can be. I just don't get it. Sigh. Anyway.. I wasn't sure if I dug the new third eye blind album. But I've given it a few good listens and I dig it more now. I have a feeling this is where I'm getting inspiration from and it's turning out to mean more to me than I thought. I can accept that. I cannot accept the fact that this week will be the longest week ever. For some reason, Christmas isn't meaning the same as it did to me last year. Oh well, right..I'm guessing it's because my mom isn't around and tim is gone 4 days of the week for work. Nothin' I can do about that. Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
freak41	2:13a	i am so much better than i use to be. This week so far, has been easier than last week. I am not sure why. I am not even going to question it. I will accept it how it is. I went-a-reading through my private journal. That was stupid. People make me angry. I still update it, so sometimes I just browse back. It's a shame that I can't get rid of it. It's a shame I am so angry sometimes. -and i'm leaning on this broken fence, between past and present tense, and i'm losing, all those stupid games, that i swore i'd never play, and it almost feels okay.- (such a good song) Matt and I spoke - which is good, because when we went to the cape we got into a fight. It took a week or so to actually talk about what happened and what was said. We are fine now. I guess he just didn't understand how I felt about the situation. It's 2am and I'm not sure why I'm still awake. I guess because I didn't get home from work until 10:30pm. My entire day was spent there. I don't know. (1 Comment |Comment on this)